Where has the first half of junior year gone? It's not even midterm time yet but it seems like just yesterday I was creating this blog, posting about what school would be like for me in the late months of summer, when the air was still thick and the night was still young and the sun would still be shining right about now.
I feel like I haven't made any progress with anything - I've just been stuck in the same place that I left off at on that first day in September. It makes me tired to think about what the finishing of Christmas Break will bring...SATs, midterms, AP exams, lacrosse. And then, senior year. I can't think about it.
Time is running out for everything, it feels like. "Look at your college stuff. Study SAT books. Prepare yourself for English in May. Write some more of your book. Go play some lax out on the rebounder. Just talk to him." Quite frankly, it's suffocating me.
But I guess that's what being a junior is all about. And at the same time, I don't want it to end. I can't be a senior already, within a matter of months. I just...can't. It went too fast. It really did.
It's like a time warp.
I feel like I haven't made any progress with anything - I've just been stuck in the same place that I left off at on that first day in September. It makes me tired to think about what the finishing of Christmas Break will bring...SATs, midterms, AP exams, lacrosse. And then, senior year. I can't think about it.
Time is running out for everything, it feels like. "Look at your college stuff. Study SAT books. Prepare yourself for English in May. Write some more of your book. Go play some lax out on the rebounder. Just talk to him." Quite frankly, it's suffocating me.
But I guess that's what being a junior is all about. And at the same time, I don't want it to end. I can't be a senior already, within a matter of months. I just...can't. It went too fast. It really did.
It's like a time warp.
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