What is it, exactly? Well, I'm not sure. Don't ask me, because I don't have it.
I wish I was more confident. I wish I could talk to anybody and not feel like they're judging me. I wish I could volunteer to read something I wrote and not feel like the stupidest one in the class. I wish I could look nice and know that I do, instead of finding everything that's wrong with me. I wish I could tell myself that I can do anything, that everything I've ever wanted is in reach as long as I try to grab it, but I can't. I just can't.
I wish I was more confident. I wish I could talk to anybody and not feel like they're judging me. I wish I could volunteer to read something I wrote and not feel like the stupidest one in the class. I wish I could look nice and know that I do, instead of finding everything that's wrong with me. I wish I could tell myself that I can do anything, that everything I've ever wanted is in reach as long as I try to grab it, but I can't. I just can't.
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